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1/29/26 The Gemini capsule mirror is online + Etc

Gemlog ArchivesMy Gemini capsule mirror is now online on web 1.0 webhosting.
It's mainly just in case my Gemsync on the Gemini-net is getting worked on still
I'll mainly make slower updates for this website mirror as well too, since I rather take my time honestly.
And I might look into Rosicrucianism, while also finishing artwork, working on my full Lafufu to Fluffish custom, And
learning on more coding too. 
(Hopefully, I want to get back into learning more things I like too.)
I'm doing pretty decent in life too, as always, I'll be chilling out on the main internet, on the Gemini-net, and offline too.
I'll also still work on my personal website too mostly, and slowly adding things to my art porfolio site too.

12-10-25 Slowly becoming a jesus-only worhsipper + Etc

Since I talked to my mom about only worshipping Jesus Christ, and rejecting the Bible altogether,
alongside rejecting all Christian teachings since that stuff doesn't matter anymore.
I'm better off only worshipping Jesus Christ and being able to live my life as usual.
I'm also starting to wish that people stop such doom and gloom mongering as well, alongside acting as if the human world will explode from a fast meteor rock, please calm down.
We're all going to pass away one day, and life is too short in thinking everything in the future will always be doom and gloom, which is pretty ironic coming from me, since I have a nasty habit with being too negative about what's happening in the world.
I'll still read what's happening in the news and then move on with my life, I'll even use Resistbot on my Telegram account.
I'm frankly more happy only worshipping Jesus Christ only, and excluding all Christianity stuff in general, only Jesus-themed worship and nothing else, I'll even abandon the trinity too.

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Thank you for being my silent friend Jesus.
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11-17-25 Why I believe that human society should become gender non-conforming/Androgynous with gender in general
The idea of human society of general androgyny

The reason I believe that gender should be done away with, is mainly because I believe that Gender norms, stereotypes and expectations
from human society has never made things better at all, alongside them being frankly hurtful in general.
I also feel like trans stuff also just pushes really outdated gender stereotypes as well, and frankly, I rather be an Androgynous woman tbqh.
Gender norms are outdated, regressive and screws over everyone, making people fixate on labels they shouldn't even have to worry about
in the first place, it's just a mess really.
That's why I will propose an idea that all of human society just throws away any restrictive gender strerotypes, gender norms, and gender expectations too, since they all suck in general. 
I really hope human society only seperates people by sex characteristics, not gender, since gender is just what a society molds a person to be since history.
The world is already deeply upsetting and confusing enough as it is, the one thing that should be let go are horrible, outdated and tight gender roles, stereotypes
and gender expectations, at least expectations that are way too high to the point of being impossible... 
It's why I rather be against conforming to gender stereotypes and stupid gender rituals that won't make me feel any better.

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I also find it pretty annoying that basically anything can become an ideology now, including identity stuff, I personally believe that identity politics have basically
done nothing but muddle things even more in the US, at least gender politics stuff.
I still believe that this useless culture war stuff is all just pointless, and is purposely created as a distraction of president 45 actively screw over the country and everyone in it, and it's why I rather read in on politics sometimes, and no, using useless political buzzwords to "dunk on" your political opponents won't do anything either, I truly hope all political buzzwords that terminally online people use to seriously become obsolete one day, because seriously, the words transphobia and homophobia are only used in the context of not liking someone and nothing else.
I also find it pretty insufferable how some political activists (mostly the ones that use Twitter too much imho) thinks it's ok to confront and badger people
who don't 100% agree with them on their beliefs and causes they support, alongside some online activists thinking it's acceptable to vandalize a telsa car, thinking
that they're "sticking it to the billionaires" when in reality, it's regular everyday people who might want to get a tesla/Cybertruck.
I still believe those cars are death traps, but yeah. Don't vandalize cars and building to be petty, since it'll only make activists look like
busy body cry-bullies, but whatever. I'll just live my life as always.
And don't forget this, I deeply hate both political extremes as well, because they say the most demented stuff possible and people still listen
to these jerks that only speak for a fringe few nutter butters.
I also deeply despise when both political extremes also fearmonger about many different things, again, the world is already crappy enough, humanity should frankly
shun political fearmongering in general, since it's only made to scare people into paranoid insanity and nothing more.


11-16-25 Why I love Maximalist design and art

The reason I love Maximalist design and art is because of how may things there are on screen,
and I like looking at an image that has so many different colors, shapes, forms, lines and etc, alongside a ton of detail.
Obviously, I can't practice Maximalism on the Gemini network, and I technically can try Maximalism with only HTML code on a Hyphanet flog/sharesite and stuff.
I don't know what is it that attracted me to Maximalism in the first place, ok it's mainly because
I think Minimalism is "too bland" which is funny coming from me, since
I enjoy gaudy colored clothing with strange fabrics, like a pink and black dress with bohemian patterns and some checkerboard patterns on the bottom.
And that's all really for this gemlog really.


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11-13-25 - Talking about my art style

Now, I want to make a decent explanation of my personal art style
It's a mix of anime and cartoon art styles, uses muted and vibrant colors interchangeably
and you have to have characters that look like they've lost some some from nightmares.


I hope that one day BitterCute will become an art movement, but I'll have to think about it tbh.

  


                         
  



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